Has it really been almost a week since I last posted?
I have been sick-I started feeling tingly last Wednesday, at work, and we took the day off from the gym and part of me feels like that is the reason I got sick, some form of weird punishment from my body. Thursday I visited babies, as per usual, but I tried not to kiss them and slobber all over them as much as I like to. Friday I woke up and couldn’t breathe and spent about 2 hours on the phone calling everyone I could think of that might be able to cover my shift at work, but no one was up for it and I ended up calling in sick and just wishing T luck. I felt terrible doing it but I’d left food in her fridge so she had stuff for supper that just needed to be reheated.
The truth is that I got sick because I am totally run down. I love my job and I love my boss but there are a lot of politics in the organization that I disagree with and sometimes I butt heads with her mother. I feel like my job is to watch out for one person-my boss-and even if it goes against the greater good, this is what I do. Tuesday, a week ago, was a day of colossol frustration and anger, culminating with me crying at T’s foot dr’s waiting area. Like a big baby.
Then I lost my Metropass walking to the subway. And I stood on Yonge Street, outside Indigo, and fought back more tears. So it’s no surprise that I got sick.
Now Little Miss Littlepants is sick and I get to take care of her. She’s like a sad ragdoll, all floppy and pink in the cheeks.
I would post a picture of the little thing I made at the first Stitch and Bitch meeting I attended on Sunday, but I will wait until it arrives in the mail at it’s destination in order not to ruin any surprises.
Aww doll sorry to hear you’ve been ill!
Look after yourself and feel better soon.
Hope you feel better soon luv.
What is all the butting heads over? Working in a stressfull environment is the worst thing in the world.
Ugh. I hope you are able to get this sorted out. Going through your day feeling miserable is no way to live.
Get better!
ps- I can’t wait to see what you made..
I am feeling better but my nose is still runny and I can barely get through 30 minutes on the elliptical at the gym. Ugh.
Plus I have pms.
I don’t blog when I am feeling this way because I don’t want things to get too negatory.
Totally understand…
Take your vitamins!